Really want to cry....my result really sucks!!!! I really can't imagine I got so bad result.....2.92.....0.08 points can get 3.0 already.....now really speechless.....then my mum said just now(because she is beside me when I'm checking my result.....),"You are the worse compared to your brother and sister, when they were in Foundation 1st semester, they can get 3.0 and above....I think you chose the wrong course already....."
Actually I really don't know how to do now....really upset.....hope next semester can improve.....:'(
Friday, October 31, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Boring....@_@
Finally can online.....wait for so many days, today decided to come to cyber cafe to update my blog.....during this semester break, nothing much to do, I only sleep+eat+watch TV show+play piano......
That day when Udin on the way back to Kluang, I think I really to bored already, so I phone him, and my credit really kesian, from RM30 left only RM3(for your information, I just top-up a day before that.....=_="") but for me, nevermind, and it is really normal for me. Before this, when I chat with Aisyah through handphone, my credit from RM60 something left RM0.90.....this really my record.....hahahaha^^ who can break it? So, really happy when talking with Udin, at least not so boring at home.....hahaha^^
Left 4 more days, and I'm going back to UNITEN to begin my 2nd semester.....time pass by so fast....so just enjoy this few days.....^^
That day when Udin on the way back to Kluang, I think I really to bored already, so I phone him, and my credit really kesian, from RM30 left only RM3(for your information, I just top-up a day before that.....=_="") but for me, nevermind, and it is really normal for me. Before this, when I chat with Aisyah through handphone, my credit from RM60 something left RM0.90.....this really my record.....hahahaha^^ who can break it? So, really happy when talking with Udin, at least not so boring at home.....hahaha^^
Left 4 more days, and I'm going back to UNITEN to begin my 2nd semester.....time pass by so fast....so just enjoy this few days.....^^
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Semester Break....
Finally, finish my first semester....but really sad about it, I have to separate with my friends.....:'( This post especially for my 2 very best friends, udin and hana.....
Udin,
Thanks for being my buddy, I know many of them gossip between us but if we didn't explain about it, I think many people sure will misunderstand because most of the time we'll walk together, laugh together, chat together....hahaha....but next sem these things will not happen again. We have different time table, we are not in the same class, we are taking different course...too many circumstances make us apart....uwaaa!!!!! :'( On the last day of final exam, I saw you from far, want to call you but too far already. Really want to take photo with you because on the next semester, time we meet sure will be very short, only lunch time(and only on Monday and Tuesday.....:-(....)I really enjoy the time we together, and when I not understand certain question, you'll always help me, explain to me.....actually you really help me a lot.....thanks again....and forget to tell you, you know many of my secrets, so hope you keep it as secret ok? hahaha....^^
You know what? I really afraid our friendship cannot last longer....really afraid that....but future thing....who knows???? but still worry about it.....if we have fate, I think we can be very very best friend, just like I always want to say to you but no chance.....that is "FRIENDSHIP FOREVER, really FOREVER....."
Lastly, still want to say thank you, and I really appreciate the friendship between us, and wish you good luck and happy in the following days and years......and want to give you a photo as a gift......here is it......jengjengjeng.....
still remember this place? First time we went out together....first time we watched movie together(don't gossip again har....still got hana and zemer.....)and sad thing happen......don't want to say it again.....but during that time really happy.....^^
Hana,
Actually I don't know you'll see this post or not but I still want to type the following words.....You are the first Malay friend that I meet in Uniten, I know we are in the same Mass during orientation week (Mass H) but forgive me, went you wore tudung, I really cannot recognise you at all.....sorry......and we are neighbours too.....my apartment is just beside yours....hahahaha.....then how we knew each other I really forget already, but from the first day onwards, we always walk together to class.....although sometimes I more close to udin, but believe me, deep in my heart I really sad when want to apart with you, but good news is, next sem our class both start at 8am and we still can walk together to class.....hahaha^^ really happy about it.......not like udin....only lunch time can meet him....aiya.....
Ermmm, don't know want to say what but still wanna give you a photo as a gift.....here is it......
First time having my dinner with you, hanis and ija.....and I'm the 'chef' that day....hahaha....sedap kan?? hahaha....^^
No matter how we change, how many times we apart, udin and hana, believe me, both of you are my friends forever......but others(especially my classmates.....)don't be jealous about it when read this post because I didn't mention your name, but please look back previous post "Good to have Friends", I have mention all my classmates' name inside that post.....I think all of you I mentioned already.....hahaha....^^ Wish you all happy holidays......^^and good luck in 2nd semester......
Udin,
Thanks for being my buddy, I know many of them gossip between us but if we didn't explain about it, I think many people sure will misunderstand because most of the time we'll walk together, laugh together, chat together....hahaha....but next sem these things will not happen again. We have different time table, we are not in the same class, we are taking different course...too many circumstances make us apart....uwaaa!!!!! :'( On the last day of final exam, I saw you from far, want to call you but too far already. Really want to take photo with you because on the next semester, time we meet sure will be very short, only lunch time(and only on Monday and Tuesday.....:-(....)I really enjoy the time we together, and when I not understand certain question, you'll always help me, explain to me.....actually you really help me a lot.....thanks again....and forget to tell you, you know many of my secrets, so hope you keep it as secret ok? hahaha....^^
You know what? I really afraid our friendship cannot last longer....really afraid that....but future thing....who knows???? but still worry about it.....if we have fate, I think we can be very very best friend, just like I always want to say to you but no chance.....that is "FRIENDSHIP FOREVER, really FOREVER....."
Lastly, still want to say thank you, and I really appreciate the friendship between us, and wish you good luck and happy in the following days and years......and want to give you a photo as a gift......here is it......jengjengjeng.....
still remember this place? First time we went out together....first time we watched movie together(don't gossip again har....still got hana and zemer.....)and sad thing happen......don't want to say it again.....but during that time really happy.....^^
Hana,
Actually I don't know you'll see this post or not but I still want to type the following words.....You are the first Malay friend that I meet in Uniten, I know we are in the same Mass during orientation week (Mass H) but forgive me, went you wore tudung, I really cannot recognise you at all.....sorry......and we are neighbours too.....my apartment is just beside yours....hahahaha.....then how we knew each other I really forget already, but from the first day onwards, we always walk together to class.....although sometimes I more close to udin, but believe me, deep in my heart I really sad when want to apart with you, but good news is, next sem our class both start at 8am and we still can walk together to class.....hahaha^^ really happy about it.......not like udin....only lunch time can meet him....aiya.....
Ermmm, don't know want to say what but still wanna give you a photo as a gift.....here is it......
First time having my dinner with you, hanis and ija.....and I'm the 'chef' that day....hahaha....sedap kan?? hahaha....^^
No matter how we change, how many times we apart, udin and hana, believe me, both of you are my friends forever......but others(especially my classmates.....)don't be jealous about it when read this post because I didn't mention your name, but please look back previous post "Good to have Friends", I have mention all my classmates' name inside that post.....I think all of you I mentioned already.....hahaha....^^ Wish you all happy holidays......^^and good luck in 2nd semester......
Thursday, October 16, 2008
No mood to study....T__T
Tomorrow is my last day for my final exam, having calculus paper....just now udin help me to see my carry marks already, 36.5/50, for me the marks really sucks....and I really very angry about myself, why I didn't score in my Test 1(just now do revision, read back the questions.....really easy!!!! Arghhhh....)? Why Test 2 I do so many careless mistake? Why? Why? Why? When I first know my carry marks, I nearly cry out....really sad.....and further more I really don't have confidence in scoring above 45 marks in the final exam, but how can I do? My aim for my calculus result is A.....and now also no mood to study....actually not no mood, is too afraid what I revice now I will forget tomorrow, this is the worse thing, because since I was in my secondary school, dealing with Additional Mathematics, I will forget what I do, what I study before this.....I think is my concentration problem....haiz~~~
I think now udin sure at nazrin's apartment study hard....but he also don't need to worry his marks because his carry marks are higher than me.....much more higher.....haiz~~~but anyway.....wish all having a happy study time and good luck in tomorrow paper.....
I think now udin sure at nazrin's apartment study hard....but he also don't need to worry his marks because his carry marks are higher than me.....much more higher.....haiz~~~but anyway.....wish all having a happy study time and good luck in tomorrow paper.....
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
林志炫的歌....
最近不知怎么，一直重复的听着林志炫的歌：《不要问》、《离人》、《野百合也有春天》、《花房姑娘》、《写一首歌》......都是经典之作，怎么听都不会厌，而且配上林志炫那高亢但圆滑的歌声，真的太好听了！！！ 这里是其中一首歌，《不要问》的歌词....（真的好喜欢这首歌的编曲和歌词.....^^）
不要问
整个晚上胡思乱想
想你放荡 想我痴狂
什么人编织这诱人的情网
映着月光的我心伤
空空荡荡 迷迷惘惘
这样的爱情 是不是一定能成只
不要再问我啦(不要问)不要再问我啦
爱如果反反覆覆 笑笑哭哭
你又何必 我又何苦
不要再问我啦(不要问)不要再问我啦
回头望 看不清楚
我不禁要问 爱在何处
爱只在爱的当初
月亮让我不能思量
你的话在我耳边响
为何还让你眷恋我心上
明天在窗前向我望
心事找不到人商量
爱情的末端 不知道长得什么样
不要问
整个晚上胡思乱想
想你放荡 想我痴狂
什么人编织这诱人的情网
映着月光的我心伤
空空荡荡 迷迷惘惘
这样的爱情 是不是一定能成只
不要再问我啦(不要问)不要再问我啦
爱如果反反覆覆 笑笑哭哭
你又何必 我又何苦
不要再问我啦(不要问)不要再问我啦
回头望 看不清楚
我不禁要问 爱在何处
爱只在爱的当初
月亮让我不能思量
你的话在我耳边响
为何还让你眷恋我心上
明天在窗前向我望
心事找不到人商量
爱情的末端 不知道长得什么样
No Piano today....T__T
Hot day, but udin and me walk to MPH, want to play piano, unfortunately, the piano is locked....no piano.....uwaaa!!!! I miss piano so much.....last 2 weeks when I went back to my home, I didn't play because all the books at my apartment, I forgot to bring back.....my bad....haiz~~~
The day is really hot, so we sat in front of the entrance, feel the coolness of the aircond, and chit-chat time.....hahahaha.....^^if not udin said want to walk faster as the whether redup a bit, I think we'll chat until forget the time....hahaha......then heading to UPTEN to bungkus my lunch, really very early to eat lunch, actually until now I haven't eat yet.....emmm....after this la......
Two of us walking under the big sun, others sure will misunderstand we are dating, but the answer is N.O....NO....hahahaha....udin got girlfriend already ok.......so if you read this post still not believe it.....and if gossip still going on.....two words that I always said, "NO COMMENT"
The day is really hot, so we sat in front of the entrance, feel the coolness of the aircond, and chit-chat time.....hahahaha.....^^if not udin said want to walk faster as the whether redup a bit, I think we'll chat until forget the time....hahaha......then heading to UPTEN to bungkus my lunch, really very early to eat lunch, actually until now I haven't eat yet.....emmm....after this la......
Two of us walking under the big sun, others sure will misunderstand we are dating, but the answer is N.O....NO....hahahaha....udin got girlfriend already ok.......so if you read this post still not believe it.....and if gossip still going on.....two words that I always said, "NO COMMENT"
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Physics Final Exam...die....
Today I took my Physics final exam....really sucks.....the questions are veryx100 tough....I really don't know how to do.....T__T When I first read the questions, my mind was blanked and don't know where to start....at the last 15 minutes before hand up the answer booklet, tears in my eyes.....I really want to cry already....but still have to control.....before this I said I not allow a C appear in my result slip....I want to tarik balik this....because now I just hope I can pass Physics 1....I really cannot imagine I take again Physics 1 in 2nd semester....I don't want this kind of thing happen....
After taking the exam, I quickly called my mum, because she is really worry about me as she knows I don't like physics very much....she afraid I choose the wrong course.....after talking with her, I really calm down, how the result will turn out, not in my control, so just study for the last subject, calculus.....
Now in my mind, keep appearing 3 words, "Don't fail Physics"......that's all....
Lastly, today finally can relax a bit, recharge.....tomorrow I'm going to MPH to play piano with udin and hana.....really happy....but at the same time really sad, because after this few days, we have to seperate.....T__T
After taking the exam, I quickly called my mum, because she is really worry about me as she knows I don't like physics very much....she afraid I choose the wrong course.....after talking with her, I really calm down, how the result will turn out, not in my control, so just study for the last subject, calculus.....
Now in my mind, keep appearing 3 words, "Don't fail Physics"......that's all....
Lastly, today finally can relax a bit, recharge.....tomorrow I'm going to MPH to play piano with udin and hana.....really happy....but at the same time really sad, because after this few days, we have to seperate.....T__T
Monday, October 13, 2008
First day of Final exam.....finish....
At about 4.45pm, I've finished my English final exam. Now I'm really tired, don't know why. About my English paper, actually is quite ok, I've faith in it, I can get A in this subject or maybe A-.....but, my bad, when I was answering the question(ermmmm.....not answering....when reading the comprehension pessage.....), I fall asleep....OMG....luckily I could wake up or esle I really cannot imagine how is it.....=_=""really too tired already.....
Now my eyes merely open, so maybe after this go to bed very early then wake up 2am to continue my study. Tomorrow is Physics exam, the subject that I scared the most, I think I really cannot finish revicing but I'll try my very very best, because I must get at least B- in my physics(A- is impossible already....because my carry marks for physics really really low.......)I cannot allow a C in my result slip.....
So, good luck to me and all my classmate, go to sleep first....see you tomorrow.....zzzZZZZZ.......
Now my eyes merely open, so maybe after this go to bed very early then wake up 2am to continue my study. Tomorrow is Physics exam, the subject that I scared the most, I think I really cannot finish revicing but I'll try my very very best, because I must get at least B- in my physics(A- is impossible already....because my carry marks for physics really really low.......)I cannot allow a C in my result slip.....
So, good luck to me and all my classmate, go to sleep first....see you tomorrow.....zzzZZZZZ.......
CMPF Final exam.....
Now I'm in the library, waiting for the time to pass by, after this I'll have my English final exam. Actually I just finish my Computing Skills Final exam, the questions are quite ok and almost all the questions I can answer, but don't know correct or not. Wondering.....hahaha....^^ seriously, many of the tips help me a lot, thanks for the lecturer giving us so useful tips....hahaha....but, my bad, I forgot some of the important points, aiya.....@_@....
Anyway, I hope I can get A in this subject and wish me good luck for the following English exam.....^^
Anyway, I hope I can get A in this subject and wish me good luck for the following English exam.....^^
Saturday, October 11, 2008
乱了，真的乱了.....@_@
他
病了
没人照顾
也没吃药
心里好担心
其实自己也病了
但吃了药
好多了
可是他呢
从下午
到现在还是不舒服
心里到现在
都系着他
不知道能做什么
只能劝他
早早休息
他没回我短信
应该睡了吧
我想他心里
一定想着她吧
希望她照顾着他
心里
想着他
心里
担心着他
心里
满满是他
但是他不知道
有另一个人
担心他
想照顾他
但如果知道了
朋友也没得做了
乱了
真的乱了
病了
没人照顾
也没吃药
心里好担心
其实自己也病了
但吃了药
好多了
可是他呢
从下午
到现在还是不舒服
心里到现在
都系着他
不知道能做什么
只能劝他
早早休息
他没回我短信
应该睡了吧
我想他心里
一定想着她吧
希望她照顾着他
心里
想着他
心里
担心着他
心里
满满是他
但是他不知道
有另一个人
担心他
想照顾他
但如果知道了
朋友也没得做了
乱了
真的乱了
Friday, October 10, 2008
Sick again.....T__T
Running nose....haiz~~sick for the 3rd time in this semester....and no one besides me to take care of me but nevermind, I have my secret weapon to tackle my flu.....jengjengjeng......ginger tea.....
Don't know since when, ginger tea really works on me. I'll be alright in three days time without seeing a doctor. hahahaha......amazing......but only flu, if cough, ermmm.....I think 1 week just will be ok, sometimes maybe more than that.....
So, no matter how, no matter what, I've to force myself to be alright because no more extra time for me to rest, final is coming, so my white blood cells in my body, hope you can do your work efficienly.....hahahaha...^^
Don't know since when, ginger tea really works on me. I'll be alright in three days time without seeing a doctor. hahahaha......amazing......but only flu, if cough, ermmm.....I think 1 week just will be ok, sometimes maybe more than that.....
So, no matter how, no matter what, I've to force myself to be alright because no more extra time for me to rest, final is coming, so my white blood cells in my body, hope you can do your work efficienly.....hahahaha...^^
Subject Carry Marks....
Just now spent about 2 hours runing here and there to get my carry marks. When we reached IKAL, Mdm Hanani was not in, then we decided to go to BA first to check our Physics carry marks. And among all the subject carry marks, my physics's carry marks really terrible, as I said from the previous post. 50 is the full marks, I only get half of it, that is 25/50....It's really sucks.....arghhhh.....as a results, I've to struggle in my final exam, and I think I cannot get A for my physics already.....~down~......
How about my physics lab carry marks? Answer, I don't know, because when I reached BJ, Miss Puteri was not in(again......today is like exercise day.....aiya....) When chunhoong, weijing and me decided to go to IKAL take our english, karwei called. He said Mdm Hanani was leaving, so we call him to help us see our marks. So, how about my English carry marks, luckily it's ok, 52/60, so in the final I think I can score it. And chunhoong also help me to calculate my Calculus carry marks, 41/50(or 42....I forgot already......ermmm.......). So it's also ok.
Conclusion, I still have to double my effort especially in physics, or esle I don't know what result I'll get in final.....
How about my physics lab carry marks? Answer, I don't know, because when I reached BJ, Miss Puteri was not in(again......today is like exercise day.....aiya....) When chunhoong, weijing and me decided to go to IKAL take our english, karwei called. He said Mdm Hanani was leaving, so we call him to help us see our marks. So, how about my English carry marks, luckily it's ok, 52/60, so in the final I think I can score it. And chunhoong also help me to calculate my Calculus carry marks, 41/50(or 42....I forgot already......ermmm.......). So it's also ok.
Conclusion, I still have to double my effort especially in physics, or esle I don't know what result I'll get in final.....
Final Exam.....it's coming.....@_@
2 more days to go....what am I doing here? Updating my blog....how about my study going on....don't know.....really don't know where to start because too many have to study.....hope today at least revice my physics, my worst subject compared to the others.....and after this I'm going to take my physics and english carry marks....I don't know how it will turn up to be.....but I hope can get a quite-ok marks because I really don't want to struggle in my final exam.....although, in my heart, I can for sure that my physics marks will be very very terrible and horrible.....
Let's find out after this.....
Let's find out after this.....
Thursday, October 9, 2008
New Time Table for 2nd Semester.....
Just now go to check my next semester time table, totally not the same with my 2 best friends, hana and udin. At that moment, really down....not feeling like want to separate with them, they really make my first semester very happy, and it is very difficult to find friends that can talk to......cannot imagine the life without them, I think I'll veryx100 miss them. Hana taking EE, Udin taking ME, me taking CE, 3 people 3 different courses, I think in future really difficult to meet them. But then, I'll meet zul and haziq again....hahahaha....^^ because they are taking same course with me....I'm wondering if next 4 years still meet them, will become bored or not? Hahahaha.....^^
And about my time table, one word, "pack" and have to run here and there. BM, IKAL(wondering why got class at IKAL.....aiya.....), BA, BL.....the worse thing is everyday run here and there, not like this semester only Thursday like that.....aiya.....and my Wednesday class, 7 HOURS NON-STOP CLASS!!!!! When I first saw it really shocked, why like that again, then Friday still got class....aiya.....
But anyway, hope I can handle all the subject in semester 2, because it is really pack compared to this semester, and wish hana and udin will have a good time in the 2nd semester, I promise I'll find some time eat lunch with you both.....^^
And about my time table, one word, "pack" and have to run here and there. BM, IKAL(wondering why got class at IKAL.....aiya.....), BA, BL.....the worse thing is everyday run here and there, not like this semester only Thursday like that.....aiya.....and my Wednesday class, 7 HOURS NON-STOP CLASS!!!!! When I first saw it really shocked, why like that again, then Friday still got class....aiya.....
But anyway, hope I can handle all the subject in semester 2, because it is really pack compared to this semester, and wish hana and udin will have a good time in the 2nd semester, I promise I'll find some time eat lunch with you both.....^^
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Happy and Sad day.....=_=""
Today as usual wake up in the morning preparing to the class but something different, my throat!!! Damn feeling unwell....I'm now wondering why am I always sick since I am in UNITEN? This is the 3rd time I'm feeling unwell.....1 semester about 3 months and I sick for 3 times....average 1 month sick once....a shock number....Is it UNITEN too many virus? Haiz~~
After 1 week break, meet Mdm Zarina again, honestly very happy can have her class again. And today she gave us back our Test 2 paper. When I got back my paper, 32/40, OH MY GOD!!!! Honestly, I was so shock.....It was the first time I am so happy about my marks(although udin got 38/40.....but still have 2 congrat him.....^^). From Test 1 21/40 until now 32/40, the improvement is great....hope I can keep it up in my final exam......
Then, really feeling unwell, my throat+period pain, really damn shit....have to go back to my apartment or esle I really don't know how to study for my Physics Lab Test. After sleeping for 2 hours, feeling better and start to read the Lab Manual and the answer. Actually I don't know what am I reading. I just browse through and go to bus stop, wait for the bus go to library. Unfortunately, heavy rain came....really heavy rain...but luckily bus came after we wait for about 5 minutes. And the rain kept pouring down from the sky, when we walked towards the Ko-Op, the rain soaked us wet. From head to toe, one word, "wet". Then, want to thanks hana because she said we can go through the underground carpark heading towards the library, or esle, we'll be more wet. After that, uncomfortably take my Lab Test because cold and wet and the question, shit, not difficult but really cannot finish it. I leave many blank in my answer sheet. Haiz~~
Today is really not my day.....T__T
After 1 week break, meet Mdm Zarina again, honestly very happy can have her class again. And today she gave us back our Test 2 paper. When I got back my paper, 32/40, OH MY GOD!!!! Honestly, I was so shock.....It was the first time I am so happy about my marks(although udin got 38/40.....but still have 2 congrat him.....^^). From Test 1 21/40 until now 32/40, the improvement is great....hope I can keep it up in my final exam......
Then, really feeling unwell, my throat+period pain, really damn shit....have to go back to my apartment or esle I really don't know how to study for my Physics Lab Test. After sleeping for 2 hours, feeling better and start to read the Lab Manual and the answer. Actually I don't know what am I reading. I just browse through and go to bus stop, wait for the bus go to library. Unfortunately, heavy rain came....really heavy rain...but luckily bus came after we wait for about 5 minutes. And the rain kept pouring down from the sky, when we walked towards the Ko-Op, the rain soaked us wet. From head to toe, one word, "wet". Then, want to thanks hana because she said we can go through the underground carpark heading towards the library, or esle, we'll be more wet. After that, uncomfortably take my Lab Test because cold and wet and the question, shit, not difficult but really cannot finish it. I leave many blank in my answer sheet. Haiz~~
Today is really not my day.....T__T
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
复杂的心....
曾经
信誓旦旦
说不会跟他有任何关系
但是
现在的心
好乱
曾经
口不择言
说不会跟他有任何瓜葛
但是
现在的思绪
好乱
是从何时开始的
我不知道
是从何时在意他的
我不知道
是从何时在乎他的
我不知道
看着他和她
如此坚定的感情
涌上心头的
妒忌
羡慕
又是怎么一回事
曾经
有人问我
和他是什么关系
我只是笑笑回答
好朋友
曾经
有人问我
为什么和他那么好
我只是笑笑回答
因为他是我的好朋友
乱了
真的乱了
有人说
朋友久而久之
就会变成情侣
是真的吗
我不相信
有人说
男生和女生之间
不会有纯友谊
是真的吗
我不相信
希望是我想多了
希望我和他真的只是纯纯的友谊
信誓旦旦
说不会跟他有任何关系
但是
现在的心
好乱
曾经
口不择言
说不会跟他有任何瓜葛
但是
现在的思绪
好乱
是从何时开始的
我不知道
是从何时在意他的
我不知道
是从何时在乎他的
我不知道
看着他和她
如此坚定的感情
涌上心头的
妒忌
羡慕
又是怎么一回事
曾经
有人问我
和他是什么关系
我只是笑笑回答
好朋友
曾经
有人问我
为什么和他那么好
我只是笑笑回答
因为他是我的好朋友
乱了
真的乱了
有人说
朋友久而久之
就会变成情侣
是真的吗
我不相信
有人说
男生和女生之间
不会有纯友谊
是真的吗
我不相信
希望是我想多了
希望我和他真的只是纯纯的友谊
Good to have friends............^^
Have a good day...........and PLEASE READ TO THE END!!!!!!!
To all the classmates,
We want to end our first semester already, I really happy to have all of you as my friends:udin(my buddy...^^), zul(always bully me......T_T), haziq(a bit chlidish guy....hehehe.....^^), shafiq, meor(hotshot), hanif(let me remember my very best friend aisyah....because he is also a mamak....), arif, nazrin(the only guy in the class that looks like korean.....hahaha....), am, irham(the most trendy guy in the class........), azrai, nabil, chunhoong(my physics lab partner....), jackson(always make me speechless....), chenkiat(a funny but a good guy.....), tanzhen, yonyi, karwei(baby face....hahahaha......), weijing, raj(he know chinese.....waow....), noel(always blur face......hahahaha....^^), brasad,(sorry...I don't know how to spell his name.....),vishnu, taty, ija, and hana(my another buddy.....^^).(sorry if left out someone's name.......). And, especially, I want to thank udin and hana, I am very glad to have you as my best friends, I really appreciate the friendship between us.....because it is really difficult to find someone that can talk with.....THANK YOU.....^^
Don't know next semester whether we are in the same class or not. So bless you and hope you can do well in the coming final exam.
Yours regard,
heqing
To all the classmates,
We want to end our first semester already, I really happy to have all of you as my friends:udin(my buddy...^^), zul(always bully me......T_T), haziq(a bit chlidish guy....hehehe.....^^), shafiq, meor(hotshot), hanif(let me remember my very best friend aisyah....because he is also a mamak....), arif, nazrin(the only guy in the class that looks like korean.....hahaha....), am, irham(the most trendy guy in the class........), azrai, nabil, chunhoong(my physics lab partner....), jackson(always make me speechless....), chenkiat(a funny but a good guy.....), tanzhen, yonyi, karwei(baby face....hahahaha......), weijing, raj(he know chinese.....waow....), noel(always blur face......hahahaha....^^), brasad,(sorry...I don't know how to spell his name.....),vishnu, taty, ija, and hana(my another buddy.....^^).(sorry if left out someone's name.......). And, especially, I want to thank udin and hana, I am very glad to have you as my best friends, I really appreciate the friendship between us.....because it is really difficult to find someone that can talk with.....THANK YOU.....^^
Don't know next semester whether we are in the same class or not. So bless you and hope you can do well in the coming final exam.
Yours regard,
heqing
English Test 4--Response Essay II
Today, first in the life time, Monday can sleep until very late, just because no class in the morning, but 4pm, I've my english class at BA and today is our last test for english. Honestly, I didn't prepare at all.
When I got the question paper, yeah, it is a story, but it is not I had to write a story, but I have to give my opinion about the story. Actually, I ran out of idea, I really don't know what am I writing about, I just wrote it and I feel I wrote not enough supporting details. And the paragraph getting shorter and shorter when going down to the conclusion. The response essay is not difficult, but I really cannot think about more ideas. Then, my last paragraph, that is my conclusion, again, not enough time, and I began to nervous, as a result, only 3 lines in my conclusion paragraph.....haiz~~
The carry marks of the english test is 60%, it is quite plenty of it. Hope I can get a better result, although this time I think my Response Essay II die......because I think my 2 best friends Hana and Udin sure can do well in this test.....haiz~~praying~~
When I got the question paper, yeah, it is a story, but it is not I had to write a story, but I have to give my opinion about the story. Actually, I ran out of idea, I really don't know what am I writing about, I just wrote it and I feel I wrote not enough supporting details. And the paragraph getting shorter and shorter when going down to the conclusion. The response essay is not difficult, but I really cannot think about more ideas. Then, my last paragraph, that is my conclusion, again, not enough time, and I began to nervous, as a result, only 3 lines in my conclusion paragraph.....haiz~~
The carry marks of the english test is 60%, it is quite plenty of it. Hope I can get a better result, although this time I think my Response Essay II die......because I think my 2 best friends Hana and Udin sure can do well in this test.....haiz~~praying~~
1 week raya holiday.....
Actually, the whole week holiday suppose to be my study week, but for me, the person who didn't celebrate hari raya, just wasted the time like that. Now thinking back, really regreted about my behaviour, take the things(my final exam.....) too easy already.
The whole week at my home, I did 3 things only:eating, sleeping and watching TV shows. But most of the time I spent is on sleeping. I really don't know why I can sleep for so long time. After coming back from my camp on 2nd October, I was really tired and I went to bed 8pm. Then the shock thing was, I wake up at 12 noon on the following day. Waow......16 hours sleeping time, really broke my record before this. After eating my lunch, my bad, I went back to sleep again.....aiya.....
Saturday, 4th October, I woke up at 11am. Then, open the TV, change the channels here and there, watching the interesting TV shows but I was reading newspaper at that time. But then, finish reading newspaper, I was watching TV shows until 6pm. Imagine, how hot was the TV, and is the new TV(Sony Bravia 32" LCD TV......udin.....sony wor.....hahahaha.....^^) I quickly turn off the TV and on that day night, I just open my calculus book to do some question but, my bad again, not until 2 hours, I began to do other things, then started to play games.
As usual, Sunday came back Uniten, again, didn't touch any of the book.....just online(because cannot online at home.....=_="")haiz~~ How to face my final exam with the attitude like this......hope I quickly go into the mood of studying......
The whole week at my home, I did 3 things only:eating, sleeping and watching TV shows. But most of the time I spent is on sleeping. I really don't know why I can sleep for so long time. After coming back from my camp on 2nd October, I was really tired and I went to bed 8pm. Then the shock thing was, I wake up at 12 noon on the following day. Waow......16 hours sleeping time, really broke my record before this. After eating my lunch, my bad, I went back to sleep again.....aiya.....
Saturday, 4th October, I woke up at 11am. Then, open the TV, change the channels here and there, watching the interesting TV shows but I was reading newspaper at that time. But then, finish reading newspaper, I was watching TV shows until 6pm. Imagine, how hot was the TV, and is the new TV(Sony Bravia 32" LCD TV......udin.....sony wor.....hahahaha.....^^) I quickly turn off the TV and on that day night, I just open my calculus book to do some question but, my bad again, not until 2 hours, I began to do other things, then started to play games.
As usual, Sunday came back Uniten, again, didn't touch any of the book.....just online(because cannot online at home.....=_="")haiz~~ How to face my final exam with the attitude like this......hope I quickly go into the mood of studying......
Sunday, October 5, 2008
第十二届慈青生活营
9月30日
早上10点多就到了台湾佛教慈济基金会马六甲分会(Taiwan Buddhist Tzu Chi Foudation Malaysia Melaka Branch)，虽然生活营傍晚5点才开始。这样早到那里，就到了‘静思书轩’选了本书来看以打发时间，但时间真的过得好慢好慢。过后我哥就到香积组报道了，就剩我一个人到处在静思堂周围到处走走，就拍下了这张照片。静思堂，在刚落成的时候，我就来过了，是我爸爸带着我们一家人来的，但现今的规模更大了。然后我嫌无聊、没事做，就到厨房帮忙香积组的伙伴们擦擦碗碟。就这样东帮忙西忙活的，时间就这样打发掉了。我被分进了第17组，而名伟就是我们的小队辅了，而我们的大队辅就是高妈妈了（我们都称我们的大队辅为妈妈或爸爸，非常亲切的称呼......^^）。在互相介绍和用晚斋后，我们就进入佛堂，进行我们的第一堂课。晚上安单的时间到了，之前名伟交待如果怕冷的话要带寒衣，因为睡觉的地方会很冷，但是很不幸的是，我的安单处--大寮房的冷气坏了，所以我度过了闷热的一晚。
10月1日
这天，清晨5.30就起身了，但是真的不知道我太过熟睡了还是什么，平时一点点声音就会被吵醒的我，竟然没听到打板的声音。就这样匆匆忙忙的洗刷后，6.15am就到斋堂集合了，然后进到佛堂做早操。这一天的活动真的很多，但是真的好累，因为昨晚都没睡好。通过一个又一个的短片，让我了解了什么是“惜福水”、让我了解了食的礼仪、让我了解证言上人的一生为慈善而奔波，看见了上人的努力不懈、让我了解了慈济一路来帮助过什么人、让我了解了慈济人不只会说，而且说到做到、让我了解了环保的重要性、让我了解了控制脾气的重要性、让我了解了知道自己的市场价值以及自身优点的重要性......这一切的分享及讲座会真的让我学会了不少东西。
但最让人影响深刻、最感人的分享会，就是秀华师姑的吧。真的，第一次听讲座会听到泪盈满眶，差不多全场300多个人都哭了。人这一生当中不能等的事有两件：行善和行孝。熟语说得好：“百善孝为先。”孝顺父母，是我们的责任；孝顺父母，是天经地义的事，不要等到父母已经不在身边了，才来后悔。所谓：“树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。”所以不要让我们的人生当中留下这么一个遗憾。从妈妈的肚子里但现在的我们，父母的功劳真的不小，教育一个孩子真的不容易。一边听着讲座，一边回想着我以前对我父母的态度，现在想起来真的好后悔。还有，我爸爸的用心良苦，为什么我们兄弟姐妹三人的名字那么特别呢？是有原因的。我姐叫如庆、我哥叫加庆、而我叫和庆。如、加、和，这三个字的旁边都有一个‘口’字，这是我爸希望当我们长大后，都能找到一口饭吃，多么有意义的名字啊......在讲座会结束后，大家都拿到了一张信纸，这是一封家书。第一次写了这样的一封信，第一次写出了“爸、妈，我爱你们”这句话，也第一次对我以前所做过的一切道歉。然后就是小组分享了。第一次向大家分享我的家庭。以下是我当天所分享的：
“我爸妈都是校长，所以身为老师的孩子，那种无形的压力别人真的很难懂，尤其是当时跟我爸同校的时候，所有的老师对我的一举一动都看得一清二楚，我告诫自己不能出差错，但是不好的事情还是发生了。我让我的爸妈失望了。然后到了中学，爸妈也开始不管我了，其实不是不管，而是放手。我妈说：‘你已经长大了，是时候自己想了。我们不像其他家庭，有财产留给孩子，我们能够给你们的‘财产’就是知识、供你们读书。’（说到这里，我已经开始哽咽了.....泪水已经在眼眶里打转.....)这句话，真的，我记到现在都没忘记。然后那天当我回家的时候，就看到我妈左边的脸为什么歪了，就像中风一样，当时我都不敢问，但过后从我妈口中得知这是中医所说的小中风。所以现在她还在治疗当中。但是我真的好震惊，我只是两个星期没回家，就发生了这种事情。（现在想起来，人生真的无常啊......)我妈一直说不甘心得到这样的病，但是我只能劝她，不甘心又能怎样呢？现在就慢慢的医好它，不要想太多了。而我跟我爸并不那么亲密，但是那天翻回以前小时候的相片，洋溢在我爸脸上的是那种慈祥的父爱，让我真的很感动。（就在这时眼泪要决堤了，但我还是忍着，没让眼泪流下来......)”
就这样，整组10个人，包括高妈妈，也分享了她的故事。而很可惜的是，因为时间的关系，我们并没机会听完高妈妈所有的故事，希望下次见到她，再请她继续说给我们听吧......
就是这张照片了，当时的我还是小baby......
10月2日
生活营的最后一天，请到了刘济雨师伯来与我们分享他的点点滴滴，而他也教导了我们好多的人身道理以及人身哲学。师伯妙语如珠，把全场的气氛炒得沸腾，让大家在开怀大笑中也吸取了知识。然后就是问答时间了，影响最深刻的是，有一位同学问：“爱是何物？我喜欢一个女生两年了，但那位女生已经有男朋友了。虽然我知道我们不可能在一起，但我还是抱着一丝的希望。请问师伯，我该怎么办呢？”出乎意料的，师伯回答说：“She is not the only fish in the sea.你得不到她不用紧，这世界上还有更好地等着你。所以不用抱着一丝希望了，一丝都不用。”妙问妙答。但是时间的关系，这次的讲座就这样结束了。然后就是各个组派出一位代表来说出他们的心得，一个又一个的故事，一个又一个的分享，真的让人听得津津有味。就这样，在下午3点左右，这次的慈青生活营就告一个段落了。
这里是我们第17组伙伴的照片哦。在这里也要感恩第17组的小队辅--名伟，因为他真的很照顾我们。感恩~~
第17组的所有伙伴，全部来自UNITEN
Linda, 高妈妈, Meiyan, Shirley and me
早上10点多就到了台湾佛教慈济基金会马六甲分会(Taiwan Buddhist Tzu Chi Foudation Malaysia Melaka Branch)，虽然生活营傍晚5点才开始。这样早到那里，就到了‘静思书轩’选了本书来看以打发时间，但时间真的过得好慢好慢。过后我哥就到香积组报道了，就剩我一个人到处在静思堂周围到处走走，就拍下了这张照片。静思堂，在刚落成的时候，我就来过了，是我爸爸带着我们一家人来的，但现今的规模更大了。然后我嫌无聊、没事做，就到厨房帮忙香积组的伙伴们擦擦碗碟。就这样东帮忙西忙活的，时间就这样打发掉了。我被分进了第17组，而名伟就是我们的小队辅了，而我们的大队辅就是高妈妈了（我们都称我们的大队辅为妈妈或爸爸，非常亲切的称呼......^^）。在互相介绍和用晚斋后，我们就进入佛堂，进行我们的第一堂课。晚上安单的时间到了，之前名伟交待如果怕冷的话要带寒衣，因为睡觉的地方会很冷，但是很不幸的是，我的安单处--大寮房的冷气坏了，所以我度过了闷热的一晚。
10月1日
这天，清晨5.30就起身了，但是真的不知道我太过熟睡了还是什么，平时一点点声音就会被吵醒的我，竟然没听到打板的声音。就这样匆匆忙忙的洗刷后，6.15am就到斋堂集合了，然后进到佛堂做早操。这一天的活动真的很多，但是真的好累，因为昨晚都没睡好。通过一个又一个的短片，让我了解了什么是“惜福水”、让我了解了食的礼仪、让我了解证言上人的一生为慈善而奔波，看见了上人的努力不懈、让我了解了慈济一路来帮助过什么人、让我了解了慈济人不只会说，而且说到做到、让我了解了环保的重要性、让我了解了控制脾气的重要性、让我了解了知道自己的市场价值以及自身优点的重要性......这一切的分享及讲座会真的让我学会了不少东西。
但最让人影响深刻、最感人的分享会，就是秀华师姑的吧。真的，第一次听讲座会听到泪盈满眶，差不多全场300多个人都哭了。人这一生当中不能等的事有两件：行善和行孝。熟语说得好：“百善孝为先。”孝顺父母，是我们的责任；孝顺父母，是天经地义的事，不要等到父母已经不在身边了，才来后悔。所谓：“树欲静而风不止，子欲养而亲不在。”所以不要让我们的人生当中留下这么一个遗憾。从妈妈的肚子里但现在的我们，父母的功劳真的不小，教育一个孩子真的不容易。一边听着讲座，一边回想着我以前对我父母的态度，现在想起来真的好后悔。还有，我爸爸的用心良苦，为什么我们兄弟姐妹三人的名字那么特别呢？是有原因的。我姐叫如庆、我哥叫加庆、而我叫和庆。如、加、和，这三个字的旁边都有一个‘口’字，这是我爸希望当我们长大后，都能找到一口饭吃，多么有意义的名字啊......在讲座会结束后，大家都拿到了一张信纸，这是一封家书。第一次写了这样的一封信，第一次写出了“爸、妈，我爱你们”这句话，也第一次对我以前所做过的一切道歉。然后就是小组分享了。第一次向大家分享我的家庭。以下是我当天所分享的：
“我爸妈都是校长，所以身为老师的孩子，那种无形的压力别人真的很难懂，尤其是当时跟我爸同校的时候，所有的老师对我的一举一动都看得一清二楚，我告诫自己不能出差错，但是不好的事情还是发生了。我让我的爸妈失望了。然后到了中学，爸妈也开始不管我了，其实不是不管，而是放手。我妈说：‘你已经长大了，是时候自己想了。我们不像其他家庭，有财产留给孩子，我们能够给你们的‘财产’就是知识、供你们读书。’（说到这里，我已经开始哽咽了.....泪水已经在眼眶里打转.....)这句话，真的，我记到现在都没忘记。然后那天当我回家的时候，就看到我妈左边的脸为什么歪了，就像中风一样，当时我都不敢问，但过后从我妈口中得知这是中医所说的小中风。所以现在她还在治疗当中。但是我真的好震惊，我只是两个星期没回家，就发生了这种事情。（现在想起来，人生真的无常啊......)我妈一直说不甘心得到这样的病，但是我只能劝她，不甘心又能怎样呢？现在就慢慢的医好它，不要想太多了。而我跟我爸并不那么亲密，但是那天翻回以前小时候的相片，洋溢在我爸脸上的是那种慈祥的父爱，让我真的很感动。（就在这时眼泪要决堤了，但我还是忍着，没让眼泪流下来......)”
就这样，整组10个人，包括高妈妈，也分享了她的故事。而很可惜的是，因为时间的关系，我们并没机会听完高妈妈所有的故事，希望下次见到她，再请她继续说给我们听吧......
就是这张照片了，当时的我还是小baby......
10月2日
生活营的最后一天，请到了刘济雨师伯来与我们分享他的点点滴滴，而他也教导了我们好多的人身道理以及人身哲学。师伯妙语如珠，把全场的气氛炒得沸腾，让大家在开怀大笑中也吸取了知识。然后就是问答时间了，影响最深刻的是，有一位同学问：“爱是何物？我喜欢一个女生两年了，但那位女生已经有男朋友了。虽然我知道我们不可能在一起，但我还是抱着一丝的希望。请问师伯，我该怎么办呢？”出乎意料的，师伯回答说：“She is not the only fish in the sea.你得不到她不用紧，这世界上还有更好地等着你。所以不用抱着一丝希望了，一丝都不用。”妙问妙答。但是时间的关系，这次的讲座就这样结束了。然后就是各个组派出一位代表来说出他们的心得，一个又一个的故事，一个又一个的分享，真的让人听得津津有味。就这样，在下午3点左右，这次的慈青生活营就告一个段落了。
这里是我们第17组伙伴的照片哦。在这里也要感恩第17组的小队辅--名伟，因为他真的很照顾我们。感恩~~
第17组的所有伙伴，全部来自UNITEN
Linda, 高妈妈, Meiyan, Shirley and me
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