New Sem Begin...

Sorry for nearly 1 month didn't update my blog...
kinda lazy and also nothing interesting to write about...
the whole holiday is quite boring...
doing the same thing again and again...
sleep, eat, tv shows, anime....

well...
this is the second week of my first year degree second sem...
timetable kinda loose...
14 credit hours only...
all classes will be started by this week...
so wish me all the best..
^^

Final Exam Finished....

Sorry for didn't update my blog for a long long time...
busy with all the stuffs...
finally finished with all my papers...
4 papers in 3 days...
we first year CE students can be considered as the luckiest...
finished all the papers on 28/10, wed....
so happy....
finish early that means holidays starts early...
tomorrow going back to Muar already...
will say bye bye to Uniten...
say hi to my 1 month holidays....
^^

Robogamez 2009

Sorry for not updating my blog....
I'm really busy recently....
Robogamez 2009 just ended last weekend...
this game last for 4 days...
be the volunteer under P.R.O team...
quite tiring actually...
but then its really a good experience....
thanks Abang Fifi...
he is really a good ketua...
^^

Yu Xin, Take Care...^^

Today 17th September....
yuxin is leaving to czech republic to further her study under JPA scholarship...
went to KLIA to send her....
and sujia was there also...
gonna miss her...
wish her all the best in her studies...
^^,

yuxin and me...

yuxin, sujia and me....

Concreting...^^

Finally is our turn to do some concrete...
10kg of cement...
20kg of sand...
40kg of gravel...
7.5kg of water...
add all these into the mixer....
before doing the concrete cube...
we done the compacting factor test and also slump test...
we enjoyed very much our experiment and laugh a lot too...
hahaha...
happy day...
^^

compacting factor test....

(look in series ya...) firstly add concrete into the slump cone layer by layer....

secondly do the tampping by 25 times to remove the trapped air....

then remove the slump cone 90 degree upwards...

observe the concrete and measure the slump....this is the shear slump...

this is the true slump....

怎么了

不知不觉
是不是付出太多了？
而付出的
是不是也渴望得到相对的回报？

不是说好的吗？
为什么对那些话没有信心了？
为什么对那些话开始动摇了？
是怕自己不能做到吗？
是怕自己破坏所有的一切吗？
是怕自己敏感的直觉吗？
是怕自己踏出那永远回不了头的那一步吗？
是怕...
是怕...

问题的出现
总有它的原因
而能找到问题的答案吗？
希望能
可到目前为止
默默地
是个好选择
因为
输不起
也不敢输

p/s : not in a good mood today...maybe these are crapping and maybe are the truth..I don't know...

ICE Exco Board 2009/10

the new ICE Exco Board 2009/10....I look so mature in the blazer...XD

Spontaneuos Plan....^^

Yesterday just after my calculus class...
met jackson, calvin and chen kiat at COE foodcourt...
suddenly chen kiat said lets go to petrosains....
we were like...
WHAT?
and at last...
we really when there...
didn't go to 4 classes....
(children, don't learn from us ya....XD)
we really had fun there...
but then because we short of time...
the last few stations we can't really explore it...
although so rush...
but this was really a good experience...
^^

me and the rapping T-rex....^^

Playing Cement and Fly-ash day...XD

Last Thursday we had our material lab as usual...
we thought we were going to do concrete...
but then...
due to one of the mixer rosak already...
we have to proceed to another experiment-consistency test of standard cement paste...
well...
it is basically to determine the amount of water needed to produce a standard cement paste...
this experiment really fun...
we were required to campur cement/fly-ash and water using our hands....
macam nak buat cake pulak tu....
XD
luckily we had gloves to use....
or esle I can't imagine our hands are full of cement...
hahahaha.....

ah kit is mixing the fly-ash and water....

the apparatus for the consistency test--Vicat apparatus.....

Wonderful day...^^

Just because I'm not going back this long weekend...
so I have a plan to tarik my friend to go out....
well...
we really planned our destination and tasks to be done...
Bookfiesta 2009, transfer money, change my watch battery, watch movie-UP, shopping, survey my white pants, treat my friend eat....

we start our day with a very early arrived at the KTM Serdang station...
then we headed to the KL Convention Center for the Bookfiesta 2009 organized by Popular...
the CDs there really damn cheap and have really great discount....
I bought 2 of my favourite CDs....
The Style of Richard Clayderman-Romantic Piano (6 CDs) with only RM35.90 (the original price is RM59.90)...
The Best of Classical Collection (6 CDs) with only RM29.90 (the original price is RM59.90)....
so happy....
^^

like these 2 CDs so much...no regret...^^,

after that we headed to Mid Valley to watch movie....
again...
going to GSC Signature...
the movie--UP is really a nice movie for me...
when Carl looking back his wife, Ellie's "My Adventure Book"....
all the photos that they took from they married til they are both old....
so touched and so sweet....
really recommended you all to watch it...
about the storyline can go to Udin's blog....
http://chekudin.blogspot.com/2009/08/up.html?zx=88ad71d94cd7c65b

then after the movie...
we just walked around and trying to survey my white pants...
but then really expensive...
I don't have enough budget on that...
but then at last...
is my friend bought 2 shirts which were quite nice with a really good price....

next was our dinner time...
eating at Sushi King again...
the meal was good and satisfied...

then heading to careffour to buy some daily stuffs...
mostly things to eat and drink...
I bought the IKO biscuits, 2 packets of Dutch Lady milk (which was damn heavy...), KokoCrunch in econo pack, Campbell's soups and some bread for me tomorrow morning...
the whole trolley really full of all the eating stuffs...
haha...
^^

and then is the time to treat my friend to eat...
the mango dessert that we missed it last time...
well...
the mango really not sweet but then the fragrant of mango smells nice....
after waiting my friend bought KFC with the voucher...
it's time to go back...

not sweet de mango....XD

today we walked for about 14 hours...
can said non-stop walking...
so really tired...
but then I really enjoy myself today...
I'm so glad that my friend also enjoy the plan that we had made up few days ago...
overall...
we had a happy and wonderful day...
thanks friend...
^^
and the most important thing...
we done all the tasks in our list....
^^v

Farewell, Dr Shibli....

Today is the last day having class with Dr Shibli....
Gonna miss you, sir!!
Hope you will have a good life at Canada....
^^

Dr Shibli in his office....

(from the left) Sol, me, Dr Shibli and Calvin....

Civil Engineering Materials Test

Yesterday just done this test...
all the things that I have memorized came out in the test...
hopefully can get marks....
and next week is the last week Dr Shibli in UNITEN....
he gonna go back to Canada....
I sure all of us will miss him so much...
he is really a good lecturer...
what he teached in class everybody understand so well...
now don't know which university at Canada will be so lucky to have him as their lecturer....
haha....
XD

First meeting as ICE EB

Yesterday 8pm I attended the first meeting as the ICE EB....
and after our president and vice president discussed with Dr Chua...
Dr Chua decided to change my post...
quite surprise actually....
then we start our meeting....
but suddenly...
I was having serious headache...
feel like the head wanna burst already...
in the whole meeting I was like very blur...
sorry to my ketua actually...
because he told me to think about some events that can get money...
but then at last I can't think of one...
gomenasai....
>.<

about 10.40pm we finished our meeting...
then I quickly walk back to murni...
took bath and sleep...
first time having so serious headache...
haiz...
T_T

Update....

Really for a long time didn't update my blog...
my friend kept quetioning me why...
haha....
let me explain...

just after the Green Camp...
I have all sorts of things to do....
quiz and lab reports...
especially the lab reports making me a headache....
the graphs really weird...
at last I also submitted already....
correct or not I tak kisah already....
>.<

last thursday...
suddenly every students were required to gather at MPH...
and we knew that UNITEN have to close due to H1N1....
everbody was trying to go back home or esle have to be quarantine at UNITEN for 1 week...
but then we were stucked in our material class....
just after the class...
my bro came and fetch me and my friend...
we have to stay at his house because saturday we have an activity from Tzu Chi Buddhist Foundation....
after the activity...
my friend took train back to hometown...
and my bro and me were back in Muar on Sunday morning....
and start our mid-term break...

during the mid-term break...
I only sleep, eat and watch anime....
only the last few days revise a bit on materials...
other free time---S.L.E.E.P
XD
by the way...
I gonna miss this short break as I will face a hectic weeks after the holidays....
good luck for those are having test 1 after the break....
^^

p/s: thanks for giving me laughter during the time we stay at my bro's house...thanks a lot, friend and you know who you are....^^

ICE Green Camp 2009

Date: 31st July 2009
Time: 4.00pm
Venue: Shah Alam Malaysia Agriculture Park Bukit Cahaya Seri Alam

About 2.30pm, the registration for all the participants of Green Camp 2009 started. When I was in the bus, I was so sleepy. After listening to the radio, fall asleep but then really just for a while, we reached our destination--Bukit Cahaya. After placing all our stuff at the chalet, we were divided into 5 team--Autumn(yellow), Tsunami(blue), Volcano(red), Mahogany(brown) and Canopy(green). Then, we started our first game--Team Building. I was in the Volcano team. In this game, we have to come up with our maskot, cheer, and also a theme for our team. Finally, Tsunami team won this game.


After having our dinner, we had another game--Rise of The Atlantis. We were required to build something using the recyclable materials given. And as the results, Tsunami team won the game again. XD

Our floatable house...

Date: 1st August 2009
Time: 7.00am
Venue: Pengkalan Batu, Klang

Being wake up by the siren, we are actually heading to Pengkalan Batu for the River Cleaning Programme in coorperation with JPS Selangor. We had our Klang River cleaning and tree plantation just after the opening ceremony. When all the tasks had done, we are required to come out with a idea to improve the method of cleaning the river. Unexpected, my team--Volcano team won this game.

opening ceremony by Dr Lariyah, Dr Chua and the representative from JPS Selangor....

me and the tree we planted along the side of Klang River....

After the tiring tasks in the morning, we headed back to Bukit Cahaya. Rest for a while and listened to Mr Joe(from UK and currently as a part time lecturer at NUS, Singapore) and Mr Pauzi (from UPM) presentation. Next, we started to prepare our ingredients in order to cook our dinner. Actually not cook but it is a BBQ night. And in this BBQ session, we have to prepare a dish which can impress the judges--Mr Joe, Mr Chua and others. Again, my team won this game again. So happy.

our dish--Volcanic BBQ Chicken...^^

At the night, we were having another games. In 45 minutes, we have to come out with a sketch no matter in what form, whether is a drama or musical regarding the theme given. With the cooperation of all team members, our team--Volcano team won the game again. Today really was our day. XD

Date: 2nd August 2009
Time: 6.00am
Venue: Bukit Cahaya

Woke up really early in the morning for the activity--Moonlight Walk. Actually no moonlight. We really walk in the dark around the area. When about 7am, we returned to the main hall and we just found out this was also a game for us. We have to answer the question regarding the things that around us during the walk. Sadly, everybody really were in a blur state. Finally Canopy team won this game. And the climax for this Green Camp--Wild Run. This is a game similar to Explore Race. But the thing that makes our team so angry was, our station was like to and fro. Furthermore, the distance between 2 station was damn damn damn far. Not like other teams. Haiz...this was our luck.... During the game, suddenly having a really heavy rain. We couldn't stop and the only choice was to run in the rain. We were totally wet inside out. Sadly (again), my spec dropped off and my team-mate accidentally stepped on it, luckily not broken, or esle my mum gonna kill me. Although at last the game was cancelled due to the heavy rain, sadly (3rd time) to say, we were the last team to reach. Mahogany team won this game and they have the free tickets to go to The Four Season Garden.

After Dr Chua and Ah Tan gave some talk, we were heading back to UNITEN. So, this is the end of the Green Camp.

I really enjoyed myself throughout the camp, and this is the first camp that makes me learn so much especially our softskills for example our presentation skill. Thanks all the committee from the Green Camp. You all done a really good job!!!

Volcano Team!!! Hugaga Hugaga huuuu......

Volcano Team facilitators--Lyiana and Seng Xiang....

my name tag and booklet....

I love this the most!!! Our logo as our colar badge....

Material Lab

Today having our very first material lab....
at first really blur...
because we are still new to the lab...
we can't even find the things...

the most special phenomena in the Civil Engineering lab is...
we can hardly sit down...
we can hardly find chairs too....

we are doing the fine and coarse aggregates sieving today...
I thought we just do one time only...
but then we have to do three times...
each times 15 minutes...
luckily we have the mechine to help us do the sieving...
before this I thought can go back earlier...
but we spent also 3 hours to do the lab...
XD

the sieves and the mechine....

Finally met...

my very best friend during secondary school time--Lia
how to describe her?
she is always happy and laughing all the way...
loves yellow very much...
harry potter fanatic...(same as me...^^)
year 2011 going to Japan ady...
currently studying mechanical engineering....

I finally met her last saturday when I went back to my hometown...
watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince...
although that movie really makes me disappointed...
but then...
really happy and excited to meet her up again after 1 year...
after the movie..
we went shopping and finally I bought a pair of shoes that I have been searching since last year....

hoping next time 3 of us can meet (Aisyah, Lia and me)...
because I miss the time when "Three of us will make a pasar...." (quoted from my secondary school chemistry teacher--Pn Chong)
^^,

Overloaded

Today when I went to the Green Camp booth...
Ah Tan and Karren told me...
booth is closed...
we have enough people for the Green Camp...
and is overloaded....
our target is 50 people...
but now we have 60...
really shocked that will have so many people joining us...
thanks for the support...

p/s: thanks also FlyFM Myvi Trooper...^^

AutoCAD

Just now was my 2nd autoCAD lab...
nothing changed...
same as last week class....
I'm really really blur....
in order to do well in autoCAD...
you have to be very good in coordinate...
and my coordinate really weak since Form 2...
I really faced many problem...
3 hours lab...
before started the first class...
we thought that 3 hours is a waste...
but then...
today I left the lab at 6 o'clock (class from 2-5pm)....
the whole class left me and San only...
really...
haiz....

but just now I try to do that assignment again...
what am I blur-ing just now?
I done it quite fast...
really hope next week will be better...
I don't want spent 4 hours in the lab again...

Be Ready

If you wanna be a leader...
please prepare yourself...
be ready to accept and expect all kinds of criticism...
no matter in front of the crowd or behind you...
this is a cruel world...
outside there...
nobody will keep their unpleasent although you are a leader...

痛

我以为我好了
已经没事了
可
事实证明
我还是无法面对

痛
心痛
心真得好痛

真想找个地方躲起来
不要再见了
可是
人还是要面对现实

给我点时间
好吗

送爱之旅--KKB残智障院 (KKB Handicap Hospital)

KKB Taman Sinar Harapan 残智障院
~人间炼狱有温情~
那是一个与我们完全不同的世界，他们不能像平常人一样，能自由走动，能蹦蹦跳跳，能自己吃饭，他们只能长年累月躺在床上，不能走也不能动；也许，他们一生的奢望就是可以到外面呼吸一口新鲜的空气。。。他们就是在KKB残智障院里的残智障病人。

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昨天起了一个大早，有多早呢？清晨5.30就起身了。身为慈青的我，再次的参与了慈济的关怀行动，就是到KKB残智障院探望那些不幸的残智障病人。可是，我们都不叫他们病人，而是“菩萨”。因为就是他们所显现众生的苦难，让我们上了一堂生命教育的课，让我们更珍惜现在拥有的一切。

差不多9.30到达了那里，起初还没有什么感觉，但是当我们到一间又一间的病房探望时，一股莫名的辛酸涌上心头。他们有些幸运的就能到处走动，可是大多数的他们，终日就只能面对着铁床的支架，根本无法看到外面的世界。有些病情严重的，医护人员无奈的只好用布条或铁链绑着他们，因为他们不但会伤害自己，也会伤害到其他人。也许大众会觉得好不人道，可是又有什么办法呢？

当我们跟着师伯到另一间病房时，我们就唱歌给他们听。看到他们满足的笑容及开心的和我们一起拍掌，才发现，原来仅仅使用肢体语言就能把我们的爱穿出去了，那是多么多么的简单啊。

而在这间残智障院的最后一位小孩，师姑和我们简单的讲解为什么她会来到这里。她是一位非常可爱、漂亮、聪明的的小女孩，就在她的父母吵架时，他的父母竟然忍心将她从楼上丢下来，大命不死的她，将要面对的就是终身的残缺。她的头壳一边是扁的，一双脚也永远不能站立了。想想看，当人气在上头时所能作出的事，根本是你无法想象的。把自己亲身的孩子对下楼，这么可怕的行为，真的让人不寒而栗。

用完了午斋，我们就回去了。这趟送爱之旅，真的让我体会了很多。就像证言上人时常提醒的，"知福、惜福、再造福”，知道自己所拥有的一切，不可身在福中不知福；珍惜自己所拥有的一切；而善用自己所拥有的来帮助其他需要帮助的人。

#天上最美的是星星，人间最美的是温情#

如果有一天，你再也见不到我

你再也找不到我的身影时，
你是否会怪我将思念如此轻易放逐？
在你背转身的时候，
悄悄地、悄悄地从你身后逃离。。。
就此消失在苍茫的尘世间，
再也没任何消息与提示。

而当那一天终于无可避免时，
你是否会将自己的心情重新调整，
将记忆默默的收藏起来，
就在一个旁人无法触及的角落里，
你已经将我深深的藏好了，
从此不再让任何人问起你我的过往。

也许爱你，
总是我最深的叹息和无奈，
也许爱我，
亦是你最无奈的苦恼和叹息，
而你我之间缠着的情丝，却是我们相爱的悲哀与矛盾，
一阵来自北方的飘忽的风，
恋上了一只南方的孤傲的雁，
梦与理想的距离亦是天南地北，不可契合。

纵然是爱到深处再无怨尤，
纵情情到深时必有说不清的冲突与挣扎，
所以，你我的相爱之路，
才会是那么的艰难和困惑，
不断的徘徊在取舍之间，
不停的奔波在思念边缘，
直到你我都能清晰感觉到，
那份疲惫与乏累悄悄逼进，
正在逐渐吞噬着我岌岌可危的爱情。

或许，在所有的心情平静以后，
你和我之间，再也无法维系着那一份残缺，
再也无法去守望那一段无痕的岁月，
终于。。。终于。。。
让一切矛盾都画下了句号。

天空中再也没有眼泪，
只因我已飞过，
一生的执著亦是一生的伤痛，
断断续续的思绪，
是不是也期待着一种永恒呢，
哪怕只会是悲伤的延续。

载自：http://www.kanunu.cn/article/pic/comic/200708/744.html

Alamanda Putrajaya

11 o'clock in the morning...
udin came and fetch me at murni with zul and another friend inside his car..
well...
basically we headed to Alamanda to seek for sponsors...
and udin said we have to dress smart...
and I'm a good girl...
I listened to my ketua (udin)...
and took out the black blouse that I bought for the last chinese new year...
I haven't wear that blouse before...
because I think that blouse is for very important occassion...
but then if go to meet the manager...
certainly have to wear smart...
and first thing udin saw me...
he said I'm very beautiful today...
hahaha....
thanks ya, friend....

when we reached Alamanda....
we tried to go around to target some sponsors....
but then at last only Golden Screen Cinema have our proposal...
others we have to mail to the headquarter...
done with our work...
we have our lunch at Kenny Roger...
a very full meal...
then we watch Transformer: Revenge of The Fallen...
undeniable...
this movie really best...
I really enjoy it...

after buying Big Apple Donuts....
surprisingly the cashier of the Big Apple Donuts said I looks like korean (because of my dressing...)...
really shock and segan lo...
then I just smile back to them....
XD
then is the time to go back...
because of our dear driver don't know the way back...
we turned round and round the putrajaya housing estate for 3 times...
really no comment about this...
hahaha...
but then luckily reached uniten safely...
XD

at Kenny Roger...with my quarter meal....^^

ICE Green Camp Booth

Yesterday heading to BA to set up the Green Camp booth...
but then no board for us to put up all the things...
so thanks to Ah Tan giving us a ride to BM to set up the booth there first....

first we completed drawing our logo--The Little Man...
then we started to put up the "Green Camp" words using the green colour straws....
after that cucuk the theme "Rise of The Green Nation"...
and used different colour of chalk to decorate and writing on the sugar paper...
hmmm...
the booth ok ok only la...
because that is our first try...
hope our BA booth will improve lo....
^^


Welcome all uniten student to visit our booth at BA and BM starting next week...
and hope you all to join us in this camp...

过山车的心情

真的有点受不了自己
之前还无法释怀
现在竟然有松了一口气的感觉
两天就解决了问题
虽然得到了答案的那一刻有点错愕
可是
并没有想象中那么伤心
拜我的直觉所赐吧
想象中的答案和现实中的答案
竟然一模一样
也许
彼此各退一步
离开了朋友和情人间的界线
回到各自之前的位置
是最适合的选择

无论如何
付出的爱
永远收不回
心中的缺口
需要时间来愈合
幸运的是
彼此还没那么深入这份感情
否则
爱得越深
伤得越重

但这一刻的我决定了
从此无欲无求
一切顺其自然
因为
心如止水才能看透一切

哭了

昨夜
睡了一个非常不安稳的觉
脑海中
浮现的都是昨天那擦身而过的你
突然间
好后悔没回头叫你
好后悔没回身看看你的背影
好后悔当时假装没事的和朋友高声谈天

今晨
从睡梦中醒来
发现枕边湿湿的
发觉眼睛涩涩的
原来
我第一次为了你而哭了

在彼此没有联络的第一天
我生病了
真的病了
头好痛
鼻涕一直流
唉。。。。

当我见到你的那一刹那
第一个念头就是想逃走
对不起
我不知道怎么面对你
在你还没找到答案之前
我不想成为你的负担
也不想因为我而扰乱了你的思绪

你知道吗
当我转移视线
看着地上时
而你和我擦身而过
我多么希望你对我说声“嗨”
可是
我听到的
只有你那熟悉的脚步声
越走越远
越走越远

现在
我唯一能做的事
就是等待
等待那一份答案
也许会再伤心一次
但至少我知道
知道了你真正的想法
知道了你真正想要的是什么

虽然不知等待的日子有多长
但我会一直等下去
等到我真的撑不下去的那一天

Started

Today started my first sem of first year degree...
so many things have to do...
but due to too many people...
I have to settle all tomorrow...

by the way...
my advance calculus lecturer--Dr Abu Bakar also known as "Dr Burn"...
wondering is he a good lecturer...
hmmm...
and my civil engineering materials lecturer--Dr Shibli...
according to his description of this subject...
the cement, the aggregate, the concrete, the bituminous materials, the timber, the steel...
I really can't wait to study all that...
really looking forward of this subject...
^^

Back in Uniten

Finally back in uniten...
so tired...
about 12 noon check in Murni...
first time come here...
the room is quite big compared to Ilmu single room...
and quite clean also...
after arranging all the things...
meet my bro and headed for our lunch...
and after that...
my parents went back ady...
holidays end...
new sem start...
hope tomorrow will be a better day...
^^

Holidays end...

Tomorrow morning going back to uniten...
3 weeks holidays officially ended...
no more sleeping till afternoon...
no more tv shows from day to night...
no more delicious dishes from mum...
waiting in front of me is a whole new semester in my 1st year degree...
7 subjects with a total of 16 credit hours...
drafting, drafting lab, material, material lab, statics I, advance calculus and malaysian studies...
hope can do really well in the following semester....

by the way...
just now packing and sorting out my things...
omg...
I have reduced the things to bring...
but as a result...
you will know when looking at the photo below...

well...
some still not in the photo...
so imagine how many things I have...
XD

bye bye to the study room at my home (quite messy actually...)....no worry...I'll be back...hehe...

Countdown

So many things happened this holidays...
a lot of changes...
well...
some is really unexpected...
^^
anyway...
got my result...
not so good...
kinda disappointed though...
got my apartment...
but no idea who will be my housemates...
got my sem 1 time table...
I don't want friday class...
but no choice...
no add and drop session for us...
overall this holidays just keep resting...
everyday sleep and eat and TV shows....
kinda boring but I sure will miss this holidays...
begining to pack and arrange all my things...
few more days to go for my holidays...
and it's time to go back...
to start a brand new life...
looking forward this...

Cooking....

15th to 17th june...
alone at home...
because my parents had a kursus at Pontian...
no choice...
have to cook for myself...
luckily I'm a girl that know how to cook...
hahaha...
quite tasty ooo...
^^

2 dishes...one vegetables one steamed fish...yummy...^^

Miss you...

hope to meet you soon...^^

We are FREE!!! ^^

Just right after our moral final exam...
we went to Mid Valley to catch movie...
Night At The Museum 2...
really damn funny movie...
I laughed until stomachache ady...
and I love that Albert Einstein patung...
damn cute la...
hahaha...

after the movie...
we spent about one hour more in the Jiggsaw Puzzle World...
nearly don't want to come out ady...
all the puzzles in that shop are imported from Japan...
although very expenssive but the quality really2 good....
but really over budget ady...
so I didn't buy any of the puzzle...

by the way...
damn tired now...
but really happy...
because one more day and I'm going back to my home....
I miss all the things at Muar...
^^

forget what fast food shop is this ady...what junior...but the fries really best...now really no more McD fries....

the burger is damn big...but really tasty....recomanded fish burger...like it so much....^^,

Relax Time...

Although have one more paper to go...
but seems like everybody is relaxing now....
haha....
just right after the physics exam...
we (kaizen, calvin, alvin, tony, aric, darren and me) straight away go to seri kembangan to have our dinner...
turn here and there...
finally we decided to have "bak kut teh"...
really full now...
and the "bak kut teh" taste quite ok...
^^,
then we start chit-chatting until now just came back...
hahaha....
well...
darren and kaizen going back tomorrow...
calvin and alvin going back this sunday...
tony going back the next tuesday (because wanna get cheaper flight ticket...tony's hometown really far lo...Sabah...XD...)
and me...
going back this saturday...
really happy but a bit sad...
because my school band having competition on saturday and I can't go back to watch their performance....
T_T
so hope they can perform their very best and win some of the catogeries....
jiayou SABGS WIND BAND!!!!

这是什么感觉呢？

心
好像被一个钟敲响了
是什么促使它做出这种反应呢？
是藏在心底的那个感觉呢？
还是这一切都是错觉？

心
没有嘴
它无法告诉我

心
没有思想
它无法让我知道它在烦恼着什么

所以
我也不知道

2 more to go

Chemistry finished....
two more subject to go...
physics and moral...
and I can go back to my lovely hometown...
and finally can meet my parents...
1 month and 2 weeks...
I finally survived without going back home...
XD

New Template..again...^^

Suddenly went to search for beautiful blogger template...
(not concentrate in study...XD)
and here is it...
beautiful or not is depends on one's taste...
but this template suits my taste...
^^,

Two Down Three More to Go

Just done english paper and calculus paper...
don't ask me how's the paper...
just forget about it....
=_=""
after resting...
is time to continue my revision on chemistry...
I hope I can do well in the final...
because I don't want to do the same mistake again....
>.<

p/s : 刚刚看到的，真的无法否认。。。事实始终是无法改变的。。。

Begin

Thanks the mosquito in my room...
you really wake me up in early morning without using my alarm....
4.30am until now...
I'm still studying calculus...
all the diverges and converges....
really making me headache...
wth is the power series...
wth is the Taylor & Maclaurin series...
I don't like these....
inside my heart...
I have the preparation to give up....
yes...
I know we can't give up like that...
but when the time I decided to give up...
that means I really don't understand and really don't know how to do that questions...
so....
let's see what happen in this afternoon exam....

by the way...
I haven't prepare for my english paper yet...
if final can't score...
what the use of having a quite good carry marks?
bazir je...
I think I better go now...
>.<

送给你

就在考试将要到来的时刻
我的foundation生活也要画上句点了
这一年
过得好快
也尝尽了人生中的酸、甜、苦、辣
也体会到了人生当中的残酷、无情
也知道了被人中伤的痛苦滋味
这一切的一切
多亏了一直陪伴在我身边的朋友们
我才能踏出这些黑暗的日子

谢谢udin
从第一学期到现在
他都不离不弃的帮助着我
每当不开心时
我知道他都会奋不顾身的抽出时间
听我倾诉、安慰我
他所做的一切
真的写不完
忠心的感谢他

谢谢calvin
在他身上我学到了很多东西
无意中
他也教会了我好多
让我能够好好地反省自己
每当我需要找一个人来聊天时
他都会聊些有的没的
让我不那么无聊、不那么伤心
真的谢谢他

谢谢kaizen
我的干哥哥
就在我哥远在槟城时
他就在我身边
关心我的饮食
担心我的胃痛有没有发作
叮咛我要好好照顾身体
远在他乡的我
他的关心
就像一股暖流
温暖了我的心
感谢他的体贴

谢谢shuhui
就在我们面对同样的问题时
彼此的倾诉
彼此毫无保留的谈话
一起牵扶着彼此
走出伤痛
感谢她

谢谢alvin和tony
认识他们不久
可是
真的很高兴可以认识他们
虽然相处的日子很短
但
他们真的带给我欢乐
让我能开怀大笑
所谓
“笑笑没烦恼嘛"
感谢你们咯

还有好多好多的朋友
感谢你们的支持和鼓励
没能一一列出你们的名字
希望你们不要介意
在此
送上我真心地祝福
祝福你们
考试顺利
生活永远开开心心的
我们有缘再相聚

这里也有一个我学妹send给我的方程式
就送给你们吧

幸福方程式：
一颗敢梦的心 + 两倍的努力 + 三倍的行动
就能成就百分之百的幸福和成功

Miss....

Just now called my mum...
miss her so much....
and...
just now saw the photos of all my friends...
miss them so much...
everyone is having their holidays at Muar...
but I'm still here...
struggling....
studying for final...
really hope all this finish earlier...
I wanna meet my family....
I wanna meet my friends...
I wanna go back to my lovely hometown--Muar....
>.<

Getting Started

5 more days to go....
but I haven't start to revice anything yet...
no matter how no matter what...
tonight have to get started ady....
or esle...
I could say that...
I'll say bye bye to my scholarship...
and this is what I don't wish to happen....
but before that...
eat first...
XD

p/s : not going out with kaizen them again...well, I think they know what's the problem...=_=""

Persuasive Speech

Suddenly knew it from zul today 12 noon we will have english class...
and who haven't do their persuasive speech...
have to complete it by today also...
first thing in my mind...
this time really mati ady...
without any preparation...
just stand in front to present...
just read from my paper...
but I think this is the worst performance among 3 speeches....
praying hard to get better marks....
>.<

Steamboat!!! ^^

From 8pm to 12 am....
we ate steamboat for about 4 hours...
amazing...
hahaha...
and we are definately full until our stomach like a ball...
XD
and guess what....
unlimited food and unlimited time only RM20+ each person...
that's so great...
next time got chance wanna bring my family here...
^^,

Our food and drink

Tony wanna eat the banana leaf...hahaha...XD

calvin and shuhui...looks like lovely couple le...hehe...

shuhui and her big spoonful of ice cream...XD

kaizen...

tony...

alvin..

shuhui and me...

shuhui and alvin..

alvin and kaizen...

calvin and tony...

kaizen and me...

big family...(from left) calvin, shuhui, alvin, kaizen, me and tony at the back...^^

For more photos, can visit this link, my facebook photo album
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=52948&id=1390216577&saved#/album.php?aid=52948&id=1390216577

Tagged by Daisy

1.Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
cheek / forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
very tired, thought can sleep longer....

3. Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
Miss Madihah...my physics tutor....

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
a little bit...XD

5. Will you donate blood?
I can't donate blood, because I'm underweight....

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes...

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
of course no la...what stupid question is this...

tag:
1.wendy
2.shuhui
3.kaixin
4.udin
5.iefa
6.khajie
7.zul
8.farah
9.ija

15. Who is No.2 having a relationship with?
no bf wor....

16. Is No.3 is male or female?
female

17. If No.7 and No.1 get togather, would it be good?
they don't even know each other...no way....

18. What is No.1 studying about?
just finished foundation at MMU

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
this few days

20. Is No.4 single?
nope....couple and not available...haha...

21. Say something about No.2
the only SAB girl at Uniten....not included me la...

22. What do you thing No.3 and No.6 being togather?
lol...no way...they are both girls la...aiya...

23. Describe No.9
a quite nice girl...

24. What will you do if No.6 and No.7 fight?
how do they fight? they don't know each other....

25. Do you like No.8?
lol...no comment about this question...XD

Sunway Pyramid

Long time didn't go to Sunway Pyramid ady...
today went there with kaizen (our driver again...XD), alvin, tony, joanne and their friends...
4 cars in total...
quite a number of people...
haha....
then....
they all went for skating except kaizen and me....
I didn't bring shirt and pants to change as I know I sure will fall down...
so I'm staying outside...
eating ice cream (New Zealand Natural ice cream...really nice...next time will try other flavour...) and taking their photos...
^^
we ate our dinner at Wendy's (exactly the same name as my friend's...haha....)....
their franch fries and the shrimp burger really nice!!!
if have Wendy's around next time...
no more McD or KFC ady....
XD

Tony is learning skating...^^

our ice cream--Vanilla Classic, Chocolate Estacy and Cream & Cookies...really delicious....yummy...^^,

Me and the huge Pikachu....XD

p/s : thanks kaizen for being our driver again and thanks for the ice cream....^^