Thursday, July 9, 2009

过山车的心情

真的有点受不了自己
之前还无法释怀
现在竟然有松了一口气的感觉
两天就解决了问题
虽然得到了答案的那一刻有点错愕
可是
并没有想象中那么伤心
拜我的直觉所赐吧
想象中的答案和现实中的答案
竟然一模一样
也许
彼此各退一步
离开了朋友和情人间的界线
回到各自之前的位置
是最适合的选择

无论如何
付出的爱
永远收不回
心中的缺口
需要时间来愈合
幸运的是
彼此还没那么深入这份感情
否则
爱得越深
伤得越重

但这一刻的我决定了
从此无欲无求
一切顺其自然
因为
心如止水才能看透一切

8 comments:

fakhruddin said...

you're strong, girl! sorry to hear for what had happened to you. when the 'time' comes, use it wisely...

heqing said...

to udin:
thanks udin...
really thanks...
you are always there to listen to me...
im really grateful that i have you such a good and best friend....
i'll try to be strong...
i know i can go through all these...

fakhruddin said...

no problem lah. small matter. if i got prob also, i'll tell IEFA and you only. hehe

IEFA must be bold. haha

heqing said...

to udin:
lolx...
why have to bold wor?
more importand right?
hahahaha....
XD

fakhruddin said...

for sure la more important! haha. i still remember the sweet couple. yang guna payung masa panas2 tadi kat BA. what if me and her? hehe

heqing said...

to udin:
hahaha...
they always so sweet one...
the guy is from muar...
my senior's friend...

wendy heng said...

hey gal,wad happen oo..
be strong ><

heqing said...

to wendy:
owh....
we become friend again....
when you got on msn just say to you la...