Informative Speech...Done...^^

Finally today is my turn to present my informative speech...
so nervous...
I'm really trembling....
my topic is "The Difference between Woodwind and Brass Instruments"
seems it is a quite boring topic...
but luckily...
it is not so boring for my classmates as I thought....
everything turns out well....

and we have a quite "strong" taste for today presentation...
Aric and Alfred presented "The Benefits of Kissing"...
Foo Kit and Yon Yi presented "The Use of the Condom"....ehemmm...
and...
Michael and Zhi Kwang presented "The Benefits of having Sex"....
well....
those topics are really....
errr....
XD

but Mr Azam quite puzzled by our performances...
and he is still wondering...
why we done well in impromptu speech but not for this informative speech?
padahal impromptu speech title is given 5 minutes before the presentation...
not like the informative speech as we have sufficient time to prepare....
maybe as one of my classmate said...
we tend to memorize all the facts and info that would be given to the audience and unexpectedly neglect the ways to deliver the speech...
or maybe as Mr Azam said...
we are given too long time to prepare the speech....
we should work under pressure...
but I think...
the most accurate reason is...
we are lack of practice....
so...
Mr Azam hope in the next persuasive speech...
we can practice more and do well in that...

anyway...
thanks my pair--Intan for making this speech a success...
thanks zul for making a demonstration to the class of how to "buzzing"....
thank you very much...
^^,

p/s : at last I show them the video also....but not the whole video because of lacking of time....

Nervous + Scare

Tomorrow will be my turn to present the informative speech...
so nervous and scare...
I don't know whether my topic will be boring for others or not....
really worry about this...
and I'm still wondering wanna give them to watch the video or not...
because the video was not well recorded...
and the sound is...
errr.....
=_="'

wish me luck for tomorrow...
good night...
time to get a good sleep....
zzzZZZ....

Tired Outing...

After thinking twice...
I decided to join udin to PWTC--bookfair...
well...
first time met iefa (udin's girlfriend)...
honestly...
she looks so different compared to the photo...
honestly...
real person is more beautiful...
and I didn't expect she looks so kecik compared with me....
hihi ^^,
before heading to KL Sentral...
we wait for the KTM for about one an hour....
that's sucks....
then...
met iefa at KL Sentral....
after eating lunch at McD...
we went to PWTC....

first...
I had a new handphone number...
Celcom UPAX....
and after settle all the things...
we headed to the bookfair...
the crowd at the bookfair had make me no mood to buy books...
so I just hanging around with both of them...
finished walking at about 2.45pm...
after they performed their prayers...
we went to The Mall Secret Recipe...
udin had a supprise for iefa--couple rings....
so sweet....
(I kat sana macam kacau je.....>.<)
then...
of course...
photo session...
but I'll only post iefa and my photos...
for further photos and story...
can visit these links--
http://fakhruddin-azzahrawi.blogspot.com/2009/04/theres-no-word-that-can-describe-my.html
http://waniefa91.blogspot.com/2009/04/happysmile-laughtired-p.html

about 5pm it's time to go back...
again...
waiting for KTM about one an hour...
ngantuk tu....
then...
we became "sardine" in the KTM again....
udin and me stop at serdang and iefa will take the KTM til Seremban..
udin dah sedih nak pisah dengan iefa....
but nevermind udin...
believe me...
you two still have chance to meet again...
^^

me and iefa....^^

MUET Test

Well...
today finished my MUET test...
one word...
die....

nearly two years didn't write for english essay...
result...
not enough idea + not enough time during the test....
by the way...
overall I don't know I can get what band...
just waiting for 11th May--speaking test...
hope I can do well in this section...

ok...
that's all for today...
wanna take a nap (or sleep until tomorrow morning...haha...XD)....
because today woke up too early in the morning....
see ya....

说话与听话

"人与人不和的原因何在？其实人多意见多，难免会有观念、见解不和之时；若彼此没有包容、善解之心，就会互相排斥，这是人际失和的致命伤。

许多人都知道慈济四神汤--知足、感恩、善解、包容。虽然很多人都能朗朗上口，但更希望大家能将慈济四神汤落实在日常生活中；不但仅用在自己身上，也要用在亲友之间。千万不要因为一点小事就钻牛角尖，一旦陷入观念分歧的漩涡里，往往会对自他造成阻碍。

人与人之间要如何达成良性互动呢？首先，好好讲话与听话是必要的。说话时要用心，要自我期许自己所说的每句话，都是慧命的养分；而不是乱倒言语垃圾，四处去污染别人的心灵。

如何听话也很重要。听到好的话要吸收应用，将它作为自身慧命的养分;听到不好的话，若能当作警惕，一样能滋养我们的慧命，所以，听话时也要很用心。不要别人一句无心的话，自己却有心的钻牛角尖，不断认为别人：你是有心伤害我！这样是将别人无心的话当做毒素，造成自己心灵的创伤。这将是多么辛苦、烦恼的人生！

建立良好人际关系的撇步：好好说话，用心听话。"


谢谢陈煜学长给我这篇短文，让我不再多想。事情发生了，没办法回头。往后的日子，“小心说话，用心聆听”将是我的座右铭。在痛苦的人生路上，只有往前走，勇敢地往前走，就算在路上狠狠的摔了一跤，也要不怕痛的站起来，再勇敢地踏出另一步。慈济四神汤--知足、感恩、善解、包容，我会努力的实践在我的生命中，就算再次听到、读到残忍的言语，我都会吸收以变成滋养自己的慧明。再次感恩学长花时间打出这篇短文给我。

Messy Day....

First--
Miss Elya got mad today in class again...
please la...
is it so difficult to switch off or put silent mode on your handphone???
ishk2....

Second--
this is especially to calvin...
really sorry that put you into trouble...
kidding really can create misunderstanding...
forgive me....
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...

Third.--
don't know why today really sleepy...
just a short nap..
making me nearly late for Kor Uniten....
walked really fast to library...
reached there on time..
but wait until 5pm just began our acitivities...
so..
buat saya penat jalan je...
=_=""

that's all about today...
wanna sleep already...
(-_-)zzzZZZ

Short Outing

Because of wanna settle my CIMB account...
I went to The Mines after my physics class....
reached there about 12.10 noon....
well....
wanna praise CIMB Bank...
I unable to dispense RM1000 on 1st April...
according to the account balance that printed out...
3rd April CIMB Bank had reverse back my money into my account...
thank you of your efficiency....
^^

after settle all the things...
lunch time....
having my lunch at Kenny Roger's Roaster...
quarter meal with 3 small dishes + iced lemon tea...
we ate nearly for 1 hour in that comfortable surrounding...
chit-chatting....
after finishing our meal...
we went to Big Apple Donuts & Coffee to buy some donuts as our snack...
then...
we kept walking up and down without destination....
and it is time to go back Uniten as we are so sleepy...
on the taxi...
I told my friend, "Everybody is still in the class, but we already enjoy ourselves at The Mines....hahaha...."
sorry to those who having many class on Monday...
hihi....
=D

quarter meal with 3 small dishes

Big Apple Donuts & Coffee!!! ^^

my donuts...the chocolate cair already la....T_T (result of waiting taxi under the hot sun...)

How many times you wanna hurt me?

Disappointed and disappointed....
nothing I can say...
the only word that can describe my feeling is--disappointment.....
seems like you still not realize....
you are still not realize what you have done....
you are still not realize what you have said something that is not the truth....
you are still not realize you are making me into trouble with all the nonsense you told others....
do I owe you something???
why you done such a thing to hurt me???
should I continue to believe you???
the trust that I had given to you...
why should you crush it into pieces???
friendship...
the most important thing between friendship...
is "trust"...
if the "trust" being crunch into pieces....
how do I treat you as my friend again???

Trust

To everybody out there,

I now swear...
I'll not do something that will betray all my friends....
I hate being misunderstand by others...
I'm not that kind of person...
I'll not do that kind of things...
please...
open up our eyes and see the truth...
I'm begging you all....
and...
to that particular person that makes me into trouble...
you make me so disappointed....
this is the first time someone that I trusted so much betraying me...
saying something that is not true to others...
and saying something that I didn't say before...
and hurting me again and again...
I'll not trust you anymore....

Dairy of A Half-Day Volunteer

Well....
no chance go to Port Dickson...
discussion plan for informative speech due to certain problem being cancelled...
no mood to study calculus...
therefore...
this weekend is the most lonely weekend...
but suddenly...
my senior--Seak messaged me....
asking me whether wanna join them to go to a orphanage as the Buddhist Tzu-Chi Volunteer....
before this I rejected because of the reasons above...
but maybe God wanna let me to do some charity work...
so...
I changed my mind...
I decided to join them....

when I reached there...
looking into the baby room...
I thought not many of the baby...
but...
oh my God...
there are about 8 baby beds...
every bed is quite big...
and every beds have maximum 3 babies...
and mostly just about 1-6 months babies....
really sad when I saw that....
they all don't have parents...
can you imagine you born without your parents beside you???

then...
it is the time for us to accompany others children...
they are being divided into various small group...
one of the volunteer will take care of 3 to 4 children...
teached them how to complete a card through some pasting and gumming....

well....
I don't know whether I'm lucky or unlucky...
I have to take care of 4 children...
as we know...
they are orphan...
no parents...
no one will teach them manner properly...
as one of the senior said...
a child that grow up in this kind of environment...
their ego-ness is much more greater than a normal child...
as a result...
it's really hard to control them...
they can't stand sharing things with others....
just a short waiting to take turn to use the scissors..
they will also end up in a fight...

by the way...
one of the little girl in my group--Tasha...
she was crying the whole process of doing the card...
nobody understand and knows why she was crying...
she just kept crying and crying...
many seniors asked her why...
she replied you with her cry...
just taking care of her...
comfort her...
advice her to finish the card...
I nearly freak out...
and...
really exhausted...
but another girl--Sofiah...
she is very obedient and will listen to your instructions...
another girl--Salini...
she just ran away and I've no idea where she go...
until the activity ended...
I still can't find her....
~sweat~

after being a volunteer here...
I just know how lucky, how fortunate am I...
I can have my lovely parents always besides me...
I can have my sis and bro...
I can have a chance to grow up in a good environment...
I can have a chance to study until this stage...
I should cherish all of them...
hope this dairy of a volunteer will enlighten you all...
out there...
there are so many people that is living in a quite bad condition...
therefore...
no matter what no matter how...
we should cherish every single thing that appear in our life...
appreciate it....
because maybe someone will not have the chance to get all that...

p/s: during the activity...I saw a girl...crawling on the floor...not a baby...a child...she is crawling just because she has no legs...T_T

p/s: thanks Seak for fetching me...感恩....^^

Alone Again

Although I said I don't care....

Although I said I'm ok....

actually....

I'm crying....

but I don't want you all know....

because I want you all to have fun there....

next opportunity to outing with you all....

I think is nearly zero....

we are so busy....

p/s : thanks iefa...really thank you so much for accompanying me when I'm so lonely...^^

Back Again

Yesterday night before went to sleep...
shit....
my stomach...
having gastric again....
so many gas....
so painful....
and now I just realize...
the medicine that I brought here....
is paracetamol!!!!
not the gastric medicine--magnesium trisilicate (anyone that study chemistry please noted that...I'm eating alkali...)
now...
my stomach still fill with gas....
so uncomfortable...
feel like wanna vomit anytime....
nobody take care of me here...
so lonely.....
I WANT MY MAMA!!!!!!

wuaaaaa.......

Tough Decision

This week is crap....
tomorrow having my physics test 1....
haven't do revision yet...
tomorrow having my english quiz...
friday is my chemistry test 1...
same thing...
haven't do revision yet...
calculus have to retest...
and....
this weekend...
eagerly wanted to join hana, udin, zul and others sem 1 friends to Port Dickson...
but...
another problem came...
because of lack of preparation in the informative speech...
Mr Azam is so disappointed with us....
and I'm also one of them....
really regret....
Mr Azam trust us so much...
but we still not doing our best....
and...
by next week...
we have to submit our outline already...
so I had do a tough decision...
I've to let go the opportunity to enjoy and reunion with my sem 1 friends....
really sad about it....
but no choice...
I've to complete the outline with my pair--Intan....
haiz~

p/s: to udin and the gang....enjoy your weekend....I can't join you all...T_T

Boiling...

Hot topic to discuss within the foundation students---re-test calculus....
well...
I'm not going to tell the story here...
I just wanna say that....
anything happened...
always is the students suffer...
not the lecturers....
this is just a really little small case....
why have to do such a big havoc???
is it worth it???
or it is just giving others problems???
please think about it....
I already know who's that person to report this case to Mdm Zarina....
and there is another Chinese girl from my section that do the complain to HEP....
I don't know who that girl actually...
and I don't want to know who's that....
but....
in conclusion....
really tension about this incident....
feel like wanna tumbuk orang....

p/s : thanks kaizen from taking us out for dinner and thanks for not speeding on the highway....XD

Formula 1 Rocks!!!!

With RM100 student price ticket (normal price is RM500--RM2000)....
I'm at the Sepang International Circuit to watch 2009 Formula 1 Petronas Malaysia Grand Prix...
well...
first time reach there....
and start snaping photos....
but this is not a quite good experience...
because all the people no chance to watch the drivers finishing 56 laps....
the weather is damn hot at first....
but suddenly...
black clouds formed in the sky....
then after that....
heavy downpour....
the track is so slippery....
4 drivers experienced spinning on the circuit and 2 crashed...
and the rain is really too heavy...
the race is cancelled....
the drivers only finished 31 laps....
Jenson Button (Brawn-Mercedes) won the race again after winning 2009 Formula 1 ING Australian Grand Prix on 29 March 2009....
Nick Heidfeld (BMW Sauber) 2nd place and Timo Glock (Toyota) 3rd place....

by the way...
because of the heavy rain...
the parking place is full of mud....
bloody hell...
my shoes....
T_T

here are some photos and a video of the warming up of all the drivers (kindly reminded that, if you wish to watch this video, please reduce the volume of your speaker...because it's quite loud...)

really full of people....XD

Ferrari booth....

Mercedes-Benz cars display....well...this is the most beautiful among the all...my bad...I forget to take down the car model...XD

my seat is just beside the finishing track.....

See the crowd...XD

precious pix of the race car during the race....because the speed is so fast...it's really hard to capture....

race car in the heavy downpour....

garage for the race car...act as the pit stop....

muddy shoes...T_T

my ticket and the spectators' guide....^^

One Down

Well...
just came back from library...
just finished my calculus test 1....
looking at the questions...

ok....
next time I'll do all the revision exercises from Mr Zailan....
because....
all the questions are totally, exactly the same!!!!

by the way...
two more test to go...
but...
I haven't touch anything yet...

wish me luck ya...
^^

他和她

原来
心痛的感觉是这样的
希望心里的伤口
快点愈合吧
我无法再承受更多了
否则
可能在下一刻
就不知倒地了

现在
寂寞的心
就只能用功课、考试
麻醉自己
也许到了某一天
心痛的感觉
也就麻木了
麻木了就不在意了
不在意了就能安然的做朋友了吧

Help.....

Everything go smoothly at first.....

Then all get stuck when coming to 10.6.....



Please.....

Let me have some idea.....

I need to score.....



by the way....

Good Luck All My Friends......

[offline]

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April Fool

Well...
first time no people fooling around, making lame joke on April Fool....
but then...
the CIMB ATM at the library was making a fool on me yesterday....
card keluar, duit tak keluar, tolak balance saya pulak tu.....
damn shit!!!
waiting there for about half an hour....
duit tak keluar keluar....
I can't leave there like that...
because I'm taking out a large amount of money....
if suddenly the money pop out like that?
then really is April Fool...
wait and wait...
ATM jam....
lastly...
called the CIMB helpline...
I have to go to the nearest CIMB bank to do a report, and reverse back the money....
well...
luckily with the help of hana...
I manage to settle all the things....

p/s: Thanks hana for fetching me to The Mines CIMB....Thanks udin for lending me your handphone to call the CIMB helpline as my handphone short of credit...Thanks my bro for helping to solve this situation....THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!!

The Last "Contestant" ^^

The last person in my class to have his impromptu speech--Zul...
but my bad...
I didn't record full of his presentation...
handphone battery flat...
and one more....
I don't know how to adjust it to turn clockwise as I took this video with vertical angle...
arghhhh....
so just turn your neck whatever angle you like to watch this video...
anyway...
this video is a mess...
and full of my loud and high pitch laughter...
get ready something that can cover your ears....
XD
by the way...
well done Zul....
you done a quite well job ya...
^^

p/s : just now went to COIT with hana and peah...looking them running under a good weather...ishk2...but udin...I thought you'll finished it very fast..but..you know what's your marks la...kakakakaka....=P